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02:32am 28/08/2005
 
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...eternal
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what can i say i was bored
 
     

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02:13am 22/06/2005
  so what's up with me and guys with letters for a name. i hung out with my friend carrie tonight and her boyfriend and his friend aj. all at aj's house. that was fun. we watch pirates of the carribbean. i love that movie! they were laughing at me cus i was quoting it. lol... but so we left and came to carrie's house and we got online. they have a wireless router so i'm on that! so aj got online and i started talking to him. he's really funny. him and keith (carrie's boyfriend) are coming over tomorrow and we are all supose to go swimming. well i am gonna go to bed cus i'm pretty tired. so later gators.  
     

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quick... or not   
11:34pm 20/06/2005
  ok well i'm really tired and i've done nothing but go go go. so yea the best thing happend today! I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!! i needed one SOOOOOO bad and now i have one! heck yes man! lol... so i'll let ya'll know when i'm working but i'm working at the new target by NAS. but after my interview today i went to anistasia state park with my church. oh wow so much fun! the waves were really rough though! i got some sun on my shoulders and some on my back but my face got tanned and parts of my arms got darker lol... but i've had an intersting time a lot lately with all my friends. i love being on the go and my mom doesn't like it! urgness! but tomorrow i have to get up early and go to my grandparents house then go to FCCJ and then go to my youth house to do some more work there. come home do some stuff then go to a meeting then go over to my buddy carrie's house and hang out with her and spend the night. then on wed we are gonna chill with her boyfriend and his friend. he likes me so hmmm who knows. and i like this guy that showed up to the house the other night. but who knows. right now i'm just enjoying flirting and all that. hahaha one of my friends was talking to my mom and she was like "lily is so pretty she can get a guy any time she wants!" it made me feel good. cus i am not one to totally care about looks but it's nice to know people thing i look good. cus i don't like to believe it when i look in the mirror. oh well.... i'm going to bed. i have a long day tomorrow! night ya'll  
     

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08:01pm 16/06/2005
  this is where i spend my friday nights and i just wanna invite all you guys to join me! so give it some thought PLEASE!!!!! hope to see you there!

everyone is invited to theHouse!
great christian place to hang out!
$2 to get in and cheep food!
2 bands playing!
and all kinds of DANCING!
open this friday night
7-11 pm
theHouse is located near the intersection of JTB & Philips Highway in Jacksonville

let me know if you need more directions. i would love for everyone to go! or check out www.thehouseonline.com
 
     

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04:34pm 11/06/2005
  1. Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, & C.)
13+21+19+9+3+7+21+18+12+8+6

2. Add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number.
137

3. Make a note of the first digit of this number, then add the digits of the number together.
11

4. Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. Keep doing so until the number is smaller than your pathetic number of posts.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/musicgurl86/2003/10/23/

5. Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post and bold them.
SO

6. Use the resulting word in a Google Image Search, and select a picture from the first page
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good   
03:37am 09/06/2005
  just wanna let everyone know i'm doing better. it still hurts but i feel good. eh this won't be a long update. i'm really tired! i had a great day today! i love hanging out with my friends. they are all great!  
     

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05:17pm 06/06/2005
  i wanna run away and never come back! i've messed up the best thing that ever happend to me!!! i don't think i can ever get him back. i screwed up big time. our first actually fight was the one to totally screw up our relationship. i want him back! i need him back. all i wanna do is cry and throw up. i have thrown up 2 times already. i'm supose to be happy to be home but instead i just wanna run away. i dunno how we could have gone from one extream to this. everywhere i look i'm reminded of him. even sitting in the doctors office. the song he wanted me to sing to him came on. i wanna die. i don't care about anything anymore just getting him back. but not only have i screwed things up with him i've screwed them up with his family. how'd i know nothing this good could last for me. it was too perfect. everything was just too perfect to be true. i feel like i've put myself in a nightmare and all i wanna do is wake up. but it's not gonna happen. i just wanna die!!!!  
     

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sigh   
02:18pm 20/05/2005
  ok sorry i was so..... how do i wanna put it..... avoiding of what happend wendesday. but i'm better now. i just thought i'd let ya'll know but TJ is moving to Orlando. yea ok i know it's not that far away, but my mom doesn't trust my car to get me there. and i dunno i guess i was upset about the shock of what was going on. i'm told that we will still be able to see each other about the same time as we do now. so that's good and i might be spending the summer down there. not totally sure on that one yet but it's an idea that has come up. and i am more than gladly going to accept. it's just if my mom will be totally ok with it. but that's all that happend.

so graduation is tonight. i'm having mixed emotions. i just don't know. hard to think we work for so many years for a 1 hour service. lol... actually it will probably be longer than an hour but oh well... i'm just happy that my brother could come down here. we were gonna have a family breakfast today, but him and his girlfriend decided to take advantage of being in florida and went to the beach lol... so then i had to give him directions. then he called oh about an hour ago and got lost. i found it kinda funny. oh well... he should be coming over for dinner. which we are having at like 4:30. i've talked to his girlfriend a few times and she seems really nice. her and i were laughing and joking around cus i called to make sure they put on LOTS of sun screen. cus yea they would be as red as the crabs my sister ate last night lol... and we started talking about some other stuff. well i guess i better be going. my aunt and uncle are staying at my grandparents and i'm kinda at their house. i hope my mom will get back here soon so i can go get my digital camera! oh i can't wait to get that thing! lol... ok well later gators!
 
     

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09:38pm 18/05/2005
 
Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two areOne
Your meeting was byDestiny
They are yourSoulmate
You are theirBaby
Your love willStay alive
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wow i can only pray that it is true. after some information i found out tonight i hope everything can be work out. he did nothing wrong and neither did i. just something that we can't control. i'm not going into it because i have cried too much. if you wanna know i'll talk to you in person. i wanna stop crying. but it doesn't work. i feel bad cus i know it hurts him too. i know my cring hurts him. but i have tried to stop it and it just doesn't work. and i feel even worse because it's not just that problem that is bugging me. it's the fact that i'm outta school. graduation is in 2 days. and i say i'm ready for it but i'm not. i'm not ready to leave high school. i am done i need TJ!
 
     

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08:51am 18/05/2005
  i'm bored nothing to do so well i'm taking this from lauren


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prom pix   
08:08pm 02/05/2005
  well here are some prom pix from saturday night.

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prom   
10:08pm 27/04/2005
  hey i just thought everyone would like to see some pictures from prom this past friday at nease. so well uh here ya go....

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i got time... (hahaha)   
06:06pm 21/04/2005
  ok so lets see... this week has been pretty good!!! i had a great time at youth group last night. sorry you couldn't be there kay! you were missed! but today we found out we get the keys to our appartment tomorrow!!! YAY!!!! i'm so excited right now!!!! and i got marcy all ready for her prom tonight. she's excited. we will be going and taking pictures soon. and i can't wait til tomorrow. it's TJ's prom and he's really excited cus he was nominated for prom court. he really wants to be on court. i hope he gets it too. he was supose to find out yesterday but he didn't. i think the best part about his prom being tomorrow is it is our 6 month anniversary. i can't believe only 6 months! and we get to spend it together at his prom. it's so exciting!!! but anyways... well i'm in a thinking mood so i think i'm gonna go think  
     

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opps   
09:59pm 15/04/2005
  ok so i haven't updated in a long time. i'm more intersted in my xanga now. oh well.... so i've been on an emotional roller coaster lately. one day i'm happy the next all i wanna do is cry all day. i usually cry before i go to bed. urg... oh well... i'll be fine at some point. i'm so tired of school!!!! graduation seem so far away. i just can't wait til it comes!!!!! i wanna get out of there so bad!!! but anyways... next week is TJ's prom and i can't wait!!!! i miss him so much. i usually only get to see him on wednesdays now cus he works a lot!! it makes me really sad. he also doesn't call like he used to. he pretty much gets up goes to school comes home changes goes to work then comes home and goes to bed. but anyways... my prom is the week after that. then the next day we get our new appartment. i want it to be here already i wanna go paint it and move in. i always hate waiting. always have and i'm sure i always will. but i am gonna go lay down and hope TJ will call me later. i get to see him tomorrow though i think. which will make me really happy. later guys.  
     

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10:55am 01/04/2005
 
You scored as Rugrats.

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Rugrats

100%

Doug

92%

The Adventures of Pete and Pete

83%

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

58%

Rocko's Modern Life

58%

Ren & Stimpy

50%

Legends of the Hidden Temple

50%

Double Dare

42%

Kablam!

42%

The Secret World of Alex Mack

25%

Clarissa Explains It All

17%

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heck yes!!! that was the best show ever!!!!! i even have the theme song as a ring tone on my phone!!! yea well anyways.... i'm outta here
 
     

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wow   
09:24pm 29/03/2005
  holy cow.... a lot has happend!!! spring break has started and well it's been pretty good. saturday i was on my way to adventure landing to see tied play but that didn't happen. then i ended up going back to my youth house and watched the incredables. i didn't wanna see it but it was actually really cute! then we had a big pillow fight! that was oh so much fun!!!

sunday i went to church and that's about all i did. nothing too exciting there.

yesterday was fun. we were gonna go to the beach but instead we went to a park in ponta vedrea and my friend lauren and her doggie came up there. that was fun cus we had lunch then we played football!!! but as it turns out the park is a residential park. oh well.... lol... then we went to the new mall. HOLY COW it's so big!!! but i'm not sure how much i like it. it's all outside. and well the people there were kinda rude! oh well... maybe it was cus we were 5 teenagers. oh well..... we still had a good time!

today well yea i had to go to the doctor and i'm not going into that. it was scary! but then we found out we have to move before i graduate. yep that's right my grandparents want their house back and we have to be out of here by like may 9th or 10th. how great is that?!?! so after the doctor we went apartment hunting. and we looked at like so many!!! but i think we pretty much know which one we are gonna go to. which is good. and my room will be bigger. so yea anyway.... i am gonna go.
 
     

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pictures!   
03:24pm 21/03/2005
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just some pictures that were taken of me this weekend by tj's mom!
 
     

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great weekend   
11:08pm 19/03/2005
  man oh man i had a great weekend!!!!! last night was the house which i wasn't too excited about. reasons which will be left unsaid. lizzy and otis came it was really exciting. but i left about 9:30 so i could pick tj up from work. i had to take the boys home as well. logan fell right asleep. and then dee called me and i had already missed a call from her. but she told me if i would have answered my phone to begin with she'd be up here. i wish she could have come up but even if she did i couldn't really hang out with her cus i had to pick up tj and all that.

today i had to help sissy out and i drove her car to take tj to work and so that she could take the rental car back since tom got one to pick up thomas and amanda. so that was fun i liked driving her car. then sissy took me and went to take pictures. it was a fun but LONG day. then the gathering/hoot (hootie-hoo) was a great time. but well i guess i'm done.
 
     

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10:25pm 16/03/2005
  1. FIRST NAME: Lily

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? first name is after my great-grandma on my dad's side and my anut on my dad's side and middle name after both grandmas

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? yes

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? ring finger?

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? monday night

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? sometimes

8. ANY BAD HABITS? procrastnating

9. EMBARASSING CD ON THE SHELF? britney spears

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? yes i believe so

11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? sometimes

12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE YOU WOULD NOT TELL? yes but i had to

13. DO LOOKS MATTER? no

14. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? music, crying, writing

15. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? the house (my youth "house")

16. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? probably too easy

17. YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? my stuffed animal nana that i named after the one in peter pan

18. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? physics

19. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? uh let me go check

20. DO YOU USE SARCASM? hahah stupid question DUH!

21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? yes

22. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN? TJ Short

23. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? lil, agent smith, lily bo billy, hill billie, lily billy, short stuff, chillie peppa

24. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? heck yes i would!

25. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? yep sure do

26. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? yea

27. SHOE SIZE? 8 1/2-10

28. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? all of them?

29. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? TJ

30. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO, TO SEND IT BACK? uh.... whatever it's in a journal it doesn't matter

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? silence

32. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chips and a meatball sub YUMMY!

33. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? well in one phone call i talked to maggie, sissy and tj

34. YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? TJ

35. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? i love matt!!! he's one of my lovers!!! him an lauren!!!! hehehe....

36. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? was really tired and a little sad but since i talked to TJ i'm lots better =D

37. EYE COLOR? brown

38. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? sometimes

39. SIBLINGS? 2 sisters 1 brother

40. FAVORITE MONTH? december

41. FAVORITE FOOD? pasta!!!!

42. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? the notebook hehehe.....

43. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? december 11th

44. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? nope

45. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? depends scary movie with TJ and happy ending with everyone else

46. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships!!!!!

47. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? i don't know and don't care

48. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? i don't know and don't care

49. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? nothing i should be reading something though i don't feel right not having a book to read

50. SOMETHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO BEFORE THE MONTH IS OVER? see TJ again
 
     

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that's intersting.....   
06:54pm 15/03/2005
 
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...eternal
Quiz created with MemeGen!
 
     

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